Dog Will Hunt (17-End)
Dec. 20th, 2008 06:04 pmTitle: Dog Will Hunt Rating: Mature (for adults only, so if you aren't one, I take no responsibility for any scarring you may receive!)
Description: Rufus ShinRa finds himself oddly drawn to his Turk, Reno. This is a dark fic that explores several issues for both men and isn't at all a pretty, happy story--but it ends well, I can promise that, and there' s loads of good smut!
Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy VII or any of the Square Enix characters which appear in my story, nor do I make money off of my writing. I do it for the love, people! For the love!
Two days later, Tseng was back in his office.
“Sir, Rude found him,” he said said.
It was the best news that Rufus had ever heard in his life.
“W…where?” he asked, his breath catching in his throat.
“At his business,” Tseng smoothly said, affecting not to notice. “We never dreamed he would be so careless, so it was, naturally, the lowest on our list of places to look. He has apparently moved himself and his daughter into the apartment above-stairs. It was why his prior apartment was empty when we checked. Sir? What will you do?”
Rufus was already on his feet, reaching for his jacket.
“Get Elena to pull the car around,” he ordered, yanking it on with trembling hands.
“Sir, you cannot go down there without protection,” Tseng softly told him. “
“Tseng, just have Elena pull the car around!” Rufus said, and flushed when he realized how snotty he sounded. How like his father. He gave Tseng and imploring look and gently asked, “Please, Tseng, could you have Elena pull the car around? She is more than enough protection.”
He saw the doubt on Tseng’s face and knew the man was thinking of Elena actually crossing wills with
“Very well, Sir,” he murmured, and dipped his gentle Wutain bow before leaving the office.
Rufus was shaking on his way down to the street, trembling with nerves and determination. Elena opened the door for him, her face grim, and drove him with silent disapproval.
“I’m not going to have him killed, Elena,” he offered. He was trying. He was really trying. They were his people, his Turks—people who loved and had friends and children and families.
“It isn’t really my business, Sir,” Elena stiffly said.
“He’s your friend, Elena,” Rufus said. “That makes it your business.”
Her stiff shoulders relaxed and she breathed a little easier.
“Was I the only person who didn’t know he had a child?” Rufus inquired.
“Sir, only the Turks know about her now,” Elena told him. “Christa was so sickly until just the past few years that
“And her mother?” Rufus murmured. There had been nothing regarding a spouse or girlfriend in
“
“And?” Rufus asked, curious despite himself.
“She’s
No wonder he’d been so lenient and indulgent with her. Rufus knew that if he had a child in danger of dying, he’d do his best to make sure that child had every whim satisfied, every desire indulged, done everything possible to make that child happy. It was something to think about.
They arrived at the parlor and Elena parked around the corner before opening the door for him.
Rufus was nervous, his palms sweaty. He realized at once that he looked grossly out of place here, but there was nothing to be done about it now. He strode to the glass doors, took a deep breath, and walked inside.
Rufus allowed the door to fall shut with a clatter, Elena taking up a position just inside it.
“What you want, yo?” he asked, as if he had no idea who either Rufus or Elena was. “Lookin’ for ink? You came to the right place, man.”
The others in the shop went about their business, paying no mind to
Rufus smiled at him and went to the portfolios near the door, finding
Sighing, Rufus turned back to
“Something small, I think,” Rufus said, getting those blue eyes to flick up to his own. He smirked at
“Right thigh, yeah?” he asked, and cocked his head, his grin fading to an amused smirk. “Arrogant fucking ass. And I thought you were all educated and shit, you dumb fuck.”
“Dumb fuck?” Rufus echoed, and gave him a cool smile. “Well, only a dumb fuck would chase down a compulsive liar, so I guess we’re even.”
“What you want, yo?” he asked again. “If it’s about the pay—fuck you, you shoulda shut it off sooner, you cunt.”
“Why would I take you off of payroll,
“How much longer?”
“Just today,” Rufus murmured, and stifled a pretend yawn. He looked around the shop and commented, “What an interesting place.”
“It’s home,”
“I realize,
“Let’s go in back, yo, you’re getting weird,”
For a brief moment Rufus was shocked not to see the rhythmic sway of that long red ponytail. It was such a part of
He followed the slim, supple man into a dimly lit office cluttered with magazines, spent coffee cups, and cigarette butts.
Rufus closed the thin wooden door behind him, rather at a loss now that he finally had his Turk alone.
“Spit it out, I ain’t got all goddamned day,”
“I want to know why you did it,” Rufus said, watching him, trying to puzzle out some answer to even one of the enigmas that constituted this dangerous and compelling man.
“It seemed like it might be interesting.”
Bullshit.
“You were deliberately misleading me about Monica,” Rufus said, calling him out. “You let me think that you’d slept with her. Why?”
Rufus realized that he would never get a straight answer from him, never in a thousand years.
“You knew you already had my attention,” Rufus softly said, and felt a kind of triumphant glee to see Reno’s eyes shutter, his face falling into that protective, blank mockery of an expression.
There was a very long silence.
“You’re notoriously fickle, yo,”
Rufus cocked his head. “And the only way to keep me interested was to play up my assumptions?”
“Or what I expect?” Rufus guessed, and saw a flash of some faint amusement on that cautious face, some sign that
“What makes you think I’m not, yo?”
“Because now I’m taking the time,” Rufus reminded him. “I had all the answers I needed, you made sure of it—I could’ve read your personnel file, I could have even spoken to Tseng or any of my Turks. I could have shown the least interest in you as a human being instead of just my attack dog. I could have actually fucking listened to you when you spoke to me.”
“I scared you, I see that now,” Rufus sighed, still saddened by it. “You were trying to keep me safe and I wasn’t interpreting it properly—I saw only what I wanted to see, and not the truth. You scared me, too,
“Real scared, yo—you shucked me the second I stopped heeling.”
Rufus flinched.
He never was very good at explanations. No wonder
“
Rufus shrugged. “If you think that,
He stepped closer.
The man didn’t move away.
“I’m the beast,” Rufus whispered. “I’m the animal. All this time you were telling me that there was a living, thinking, feeling person in my grasp but the only thing my arrogant, stubborn mind would see was my Turk. I’m unutterably conceited, a perfect ass, a blue blooded idiot…”
He stopped before that slouched, tense body, standing between those spread legs,
“You really could do a lot better,” he murmured, giving
The Turk just watched him, unwilling to be bought so easily. But Rufus would never buy him again, would never treat him like a thing, would never condescendingly assume that the man would do anything and everything he wanted or that he was even expected to.
He stepped up between those spread legs, letting his hands fall to the desk on either side of
They had never shared a kiss. In all of their sordid dealings, never something so tender or personal as a simple kiss.
Rufus pressed his mouth to
When Reno didn’t pull away, Rufus gingerly lifted his hands to cup that warm, muscled back, expecting any moment to be shoved aside and mocked. That smooth, inked skin twitched beneath his hands but
Rufus found that he was trembling when they finally parted, shaken. He felt raw and exposed, but
Those big, glittering blue eyes were still open, still languidly shuttered. A small smirk crossed the man’s fine lips. He tipped his head in much the same way as a playful dog and nipped Rufus’s lower lip hard enough to sting.
It could be a subtle warning. It could be an invitation. Rufus knew that assuming it was either, both, or neither could only lead to more misunderstandings. So, instead, he sucked that full lower lip into his mouth and gave the man his own gentle nip. Whatever happened, however things fell out, hurting
“I woulda come back eventually, boss,”
Rufus gave him an inquisitive look, still so close that all he could see were those huge blue eyes fringed in thick black lashes.
“It’s the only place I get to tuck people and get paid for it, yo,”
His inked arms uncrossed to rest against the desk. No embrace, not yet, maybe not ever. Rufus would have to wait and see. He might have to wait a long time, but at least it wouldn’t be a boring wait.
“You do enjoy your job, don’t you, Reno?” he breathed, and pressed his luck with another kiss, knowing that at any second a turn of the man’s mood could send him sprawling, impatiently shoved aside.
Rufus smiled at him and moved away, giving him room.
“You want anything while you’re here?”
“I don’t know, maybe,” Rufus said, and laughed when
“You want a tatt, I’ll mark you up, yo,” he offered, and then said with a sly look. “But it ain’t free, boss.”
“Reno, I would sooner expect to be given a masterpiece than not fully reimburse an artist of your caliber for his work,” Rufus smoothly told him, and couldn’t hide his delight when Reno smirked at him, actually taking the compliment for what it was worth instead of tossing back a snide comment.
“So, what, then? You ready to go home, yo?”
“Provided you come with me,” Rufus told him, and added with a self-depreciating laugh, “Your little ‘lover’ can come, too.”
Rufus watched him go, admiring that lean, long back, the easy gait, the unconscious, predatory beauty of him.
No, it wouldn’t be easy, and it probably wouldn’t always be pretty, but at least it would be.
And that was enough for both of them.
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Date: 2008-12-21 03:25 am (UTC)I'm wondering, though, why you give your mood as disappointed?
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Date: 2008-12-21 06:22 pm (UTC)As much as I like having a new episode of Midgar every week, could the deadline be putting too much pressure on you? I imagine you have to focus all your attention on that series to make it work and to meet the publish date. Also seasonal stress can be a factor (so much to do, people to see, blah blah blah).
Maybe a break is what you need so enjoy your vacation (once you land safely) and don't be so hard on yourself.
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Date: 2008-12-21 11:25 am (UTC)Yay :)
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Date: 2008-12-22 12:26 am (UTC)I could go on and on, but you already know how much I love your work so I would only be repeating myself.
In stead I would like to tell you to take all the time in the world you need before you wear yourself out! Don't write when it doesn't feel right and don't think you're lazy or letting us down. Nothing could be further from the truth - you have given us so much, and we'll be happy to wait for you, you know? I know I haven't posted anything of my own here (yet), but I DO write, and I know all about how draining writers block can be. Take your time, enjoy the holidays and don't push yourself too much! If we have to wait for an episode of Midgar so be it! The important thing is that writing should be fun - don't let a deadline kill the want to do it and don't be so hard on yourself! We'll be here when you're back, no matter how long!
I don't know if you went on your flight yet or not, but I wish you all the best - I too prefer to keep my feet on the ground! But you'll do just fine! *hugs* Enjoy your vacation, relax and indulge yourself in the crazy wonderful rush of christmas!
(and sorry for this boring long-ass comment!)
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Date: 2009-01-18 06:36 pm (UTC)That was a perfect ending, I just loved it. It was about time that they kissed and that Rufus told him everything. Their kiss was so sweet, it made especially Reno so vulnerable. Very touching, very realistic! Your characterization throughout the whole thing was amazing, just like everything ♥
Thank you for not spoiling it with a horrible, tacky "I love you" from either of the guys. That would've been terribly misplaced.
And now I have to make the tough decision of either doing homework or reading another one of your stories... uh oh...
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Date: 2009-01-19 09:45 pm (UTC)No, they're not affectionate, but how about obsessed and scared? :D
Heh, I just figured that this story had the rare kind of good emo-ness... which is a compliment xD
The homework went quite okay although I couldn't really concentrate on it - who would after so much hot RxR! x)
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Date: 2009-10-05 05:32 am (UTC)And my little heart still goes pitty-pat at their sweetly tentative, first kiss. ... I cry at Disney movies too, so don't let it go to your head. B|
This completely deserved to win that award!
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Date: 2010-10-23 10:08 pm (UTC)One for the memories.
Kudos!! Thank you for sharing!
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