jaded_grin | A Hard Time: The Visit

Okay, much delayed but here it is! A Hard Time continues, and don't we all feel bad for little Cloud *evil grin*? Info for those who don't know!
Authors: Cloud is played by

zilldk , Reno and Rude are played by jaded_grin
Characters: Reno/Cloud (for now, Rude comes in later again)
Rating: R - you have been warned!
Warnings: Light D/s, man sex, etc. This is purely (almost) porn, people!
Summary: After leaving the room in that bar behind him, Cloud drives ahead, trying very hard not to think too much about what he'd done with Reno and Rude such a short time ago...

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           Reno stopped slapping Cloud's tight balls and slowed the gentle rub of his prostate, cooing a little and letting his free hand trail over Cloud's weeping cock.

            It was hot and throbbing, the skin sticky with precum, the veins pulsing heavily beneath his rosy pink skin. Reno leaned over him and bent down, laving his tongue up Cloud's side where he'd bitten his message in bruises last time they'd played. He kissed Cloud's soft skin and gently, lightly caressed his cock, smiling to hear Cloud's breathing go erratic, smiling to feel that firm flesh buck in his hand, needing harder stimulus to satisfy the ache.

            "Don't cum yet," he purred, squeezing his slick palm around the swollen head, adding a second finger to the first to better rub Cloud's sweet spot. "You gotta ask for that, too, baby - but only after I'm balls deep inside you. Just a little touch to make you feel good, a little touch before I roll you over and smack that perfect ass of yours. Enjoy it, Cloud, but don't you think of being quiet anymore. I wanna hear you talk to me, baby. Keep talkin' to me..."

            Cloud moaned loudly as the second finger slid into him, mercilessly stroking that blissful bundle of nerves inside and making Cloud come completely undone.

            "Reno, please Reno, let me touch you", he cried out, urged on by Reno’s chant and too far gone to really care about dignity. "I want to touch you!" His body writhed in Reno’s hands and his eyes were burning liquid green, then blue, switching, fire roaring inside.

            He desperately tried to buck up against Reno’s hand, needing more, needing friction he just wouldn’t get, and he knew Reno was deliberately torturing him – he could see the enjoyment in Reno’s seductive, blue eyes! Cloud desperately wanted to cum now, and Reno nimbly avoided giving him the chance to do so.

            Cloud grit his teeth, looking up at Reno, taking in the beautiful sight of Reno’s flaming red hair pooling around his shoulders. He was a god in Cloud’s eyes in that minute, beautiful and cruel, in complete control.

            "You fucking tease" Cloud growled, switching again between that natural submissive streak and the rebellious Hero. It was so deeply rooted in him to struggle, to fight back, and Reno pushed all the buttons that made rebellion and submission mingle in an intoxicating cocktail. "Show me what you got!"

            Reno laughed, the deep chuckles rumbling up from his belly when Cloud switched on him again, not ready yet to just let it all go and trust Reno to do what he needed. It was fine, he hadn't really expected it anyway, and Cloud's sassy behavior just got his blood up.

            "You ornery little bitch," he purred, and immediately stopped what he was doing, sliding his fingers out of Cloud's warm, tight body, lifting his hand off of Cloud's cock to give his balls yet another hard slap. "You running the show now? You in charge?"

            He easily wrestled Cloud's body over, shoving his face down in the couch cushions and hefting his hips up until the other man automatically braced on his knees.

            "Don't fucking move," he warned, and moved back to fetch his belt, doubling it over in his hand, buckle and end safely clutched in his palm. He stopped for a moment to admire the sight - Cloud's round ass in the air, his legs slightly spread, the bulge of his hanging balls, the slightest curve of his stiff cock, the long length of his back. Just looking at him made Reno shudder, and he swiped at the sweat on his brow, taking a deep breath to steady himself.

            Cloud behaved for the moment, laying there on the couch with his arms stacked under his forehead and his body trembling.

            "You wanna touch me?" Reno asked, and pressed up against his hard bottom, eyes closing briefly and heart racing. "How's about I touch you? 'Cause touching is for good boys who do as they're told."

            He pulled back, snapped the belt once to make sure Cloud knew what was coming, and let it fly.

            The impact of the belt made Cloud’s body jerk as the delicious pain spread through his buttocks and engulfed his entire body in pleasure.

            It wasn’t only the pain itself that did it for Cloud at this point. It was the symbolism in it as well. He had surrendered, given himself up to this, allowed it. He had let somebody in to see the depths he had hidden away for so long and it was an amazing feeling.

            The pain was a sweet extra benefit, and it made him moan out in unrestrained pleasure as the belt came down on him again, making his cock jerk and his balls tighten while the burning hot marks spread on his pale skin.

            Reno’s presence radiated all the desired dominance and control Cloud needed to be able to let go, to hand over control to someone else and just let it happen. He was burning up, and at the third slap he cried out, no restraints, no holding back. No more.

            He spread his legs more, to brace himself and to expose everything to Reno, to let him see what Cloud had to offer, no longer feeling any hesitation to bare himself and admit his needs. His body trembled from unrestrained lust and little pearly drops of sweat trickled down his long, slender back.

            Words still didn’t come easy to him, especially now, but everything combined finally cleared everything else in his mind, and he begged.

            "Reno, oh gods ohgodsdon’tstop!Pleasefuckme"

            Reno shuddered hard, smiling as he groaned a little, blissfully aroused by Cloud's sweet, delicious cries. He bit his lower lip, hitched one knee up onto the cushions so that he was directly behind the other man, steadied Cloud with one hand on the small of his slender back, and snapped the belt over his ass to the tune of Cloud's sobs and pleasured moans.

            Every hit of the belt, every loud cry, every sweet plea went straight to his groin until he was ready to pop just looking at the bright pink welts cris-crossing Cloud's perfect ass.

            And then Cloud broke his resolve with one gasping amazing cry, "Reno, oh gods ohgodsdon’tstop!Pleasefuckme"

            And that was it.

            That was all it took.

            Reno had had all he could take and he couldn't take any more.

            He tossed down the belt and fit himself to Cloud's reddened ass, panting harshly as he guided the swollen, precum wet head of his rigid cock to Cloud's tight opening.

            "Fuckfuckfuck!" he softly hissed, driving into Cloud with a loud, deep groan, sinking into tight heat up to his aching balls, his head thrown back and both hands clenching hard on Cloud's narrow hips. "Uhhhhhg, gods you feel so good! Keep talking to me, baby!"

            True to his promise, he pulled back and plunged deep, rocking Cloud forward and crying out loudly with the pleasure of it, each deep and lingering thrust smacking his belly against Cloud's sensitive, welt-laden ass.

            Cloud cried out as Reno slammed forcefully into him and turned everything into a sea of pleasure, wave after wave crashing over him and holding him in it’s grasp. Finally! The feel of being penetrated by that delicious cock had Cloud gasping for air, crying out in pure, unrestrained bliss. Finally! He was so close. So close!

            He desperately grabbed a hold on the armrest on the couch, bracing himself for the thrusts, strong muscles in his arms straining hard, underlining the amazing strength in the young warriors battle hardened body. And all of it was laid out before Reno to feast in, all of it was his for the taking.

            Sweat was dripping from Cloud’s hair, trickling down his face contorted in pleasure, teeth grinding in between moans and cries.

            "Aah…H...harder!" he cried, spreading his knees further apart to better Reno’s access, to gain more contact, to have him even deeper. "Please, Reno, Fuckmeharder!" Cloud had never been a talker while he fucked, but Reno had it spilling out of him, Reno’s demands obediently followed as Cloud pushed back to meet Reno’s hard thrusts, to impale himself on Reno’s fat, throbbing cock.

            The feel of Reno’s heavy balls slapping against Cloud’s own with every impact made Cloud see stars before his eyes, and he knew he wouldn’t last much longer.

            "Don’t stop! Please touch me, I need you to touch me. Please, please Reno, pleasetouchmeIneedtocum!." Cloud’s words were slurred with the intense pleasure, but they were there, more words than he had ever uttered during an act like this before. He was completely caught up in the intensity of Reno’s demanding presence, his divine control and his unmatched beauty and raw, sexy supremacy. A predator feasting on it’s prey.

            Reno groaned and let his head fall back a little, mouth open, panting harshly, his lean body starting to shudder as his long back worked, feeding the force of his hips to his pulsing, thrusting cock. Sweat ran down his fair, flushed skin, the heat rolling off of him as he pounded into Cloud as hard as he'd begged for. The rough, delicious impact drove him to the edge and he gasped raggedly at the way Cloud writhed, the way he spread his legs to give Reno more depth - combined with Cloud's heady, frantic pleading, Reno was more than ready to blow.

            "That's it baby, talk to me!" he gasped, eyes closing, head tipping forward as he hunkered over the smaller man, hitching him up tight to pound harder into him. The pleasure was almost unbearable, shocking waves of sensation that pulsed through his body like electricity, curling his toes, tightening his fingers.

            "Don’t stop! Please touch me, I need you to touch me. Please, please Reno, pleasetouchmeIneedtocum!"

            "Fuck!" Reno hissed, undone by it. Grunting, he worked Cloud harder, shoving into his beautiful body, ready to let Cloud feel what he needed so badly to feel.

            Reno just didn't have the will to deny him...or the heart.

            "There's a good boy, Cloud, that's what I'm fucking talkin' about," he panted, and groped his hand down Cloud's lean, wet belly. He slid his hand around the swollen, dripping head of Cloud's cock and gave him a firm squeeze, moaning when Cloud bucked against him in a spasm of muscle. Riding him hard, shuddering with pleasure, gasping for breath, Reno started to stroke him with his tight, squeezing fist, moaning, "That's what I wanna hear, Cloud! Let me hear you cum, baby! Squeeze me tight and blow for me, Cloud - and I ain't fuckin' asking you, baby, I'm telling you!"

            Cloud’s body reacted promptly when he finally, finally got the desperately needed attention and he bucked violently into Reno’s hand, no longer in control of his body’s own volitions.

            Reno's order for Cloud to cum, his demands to hear it, for Cloud to scream it out, rung in Cloud's head like a constant echo, causing him to moan loudly as he just went with it, accepted to be dominated, to be told everything he was allowed to do.

            The fuck was insanely hard, bodies slamming together in an intoxicating rhythm, Reno’s delicious cock buried to the hilt with every thrust, causing Cloud to cry out as his sensitive prostate was molested in the most insanely pleasurable way imaginable, all the while Reno’s hand provided just the perfect amount of pressure, just the right strokes to have Cloud ready to pop and scream.

            Everything came down to the powerful build up in Cloud’s straining body, every muscle working in perfect synchronism with Reno’s body, muscle spasms milking Reno’s rigid length deep within Cloud’s tight, searingly hot channel.

            Cloud was completely and utterly lost in the passion of their violent rutting, the throes of passion making him hoist himself up on all fours for better leverage, clutching the armrest and practically sitting back in Reno’s lap for every rhythmic thrust Reno hammered into him, Reno’s cock as deep as it could go, throbbing, pulsing.

            He needed the close contact, needed to feel Reno’s taut belly and strong chest pressed close against his back, Reno’s arm steadying him as they fucked like animals, like untamed, wild beasts, uncaring of dignity and composure. It was pure, unrestrained, carnal lust.

            Cloud could feel every inch of Reno’s beautiful, fat cock throbbing, working his insides as he impaled himself on it, hips jerking into Reno’s hand in violent rhythmic thrusts as Reno stroked his aching, swollen cock.

            The salty sweat made the sore welts on his ass and thighs burn, heightening the pleasure even more, searing the nerve endings with every contact with Reno’s body.

            "Reno… yes, fuck yes, fuckfuckfuck I’m c.. I’m…" He could feel it, his balls tightening so hard it hurt, the tingling feeling along his spine… and then he burst, screaming, his entire body jerking as hot spurts of cum exploded out of him, draining every bit of strength he had left as he came in one of the hardest orgasms of his life.

            "Oh god yeah!" Reno hissed, snug against Cloud's taut, flexing back, feeling the muscle ripple as the man pulled tight. A scant second later Cloud's body gripped his hard and the man cried, "Reno...yes, fuck yes, fuckfuckfuck I’m c.. I’m..."

            The man screamed, the sound ragged and ripe with pleasure, his strong back bowing with the force of it, his fat cock contracting in Reno's grip as it swelled and spurted glob after heavy glob of creamy cum.

            Reno kept jerking him off, his hand moving fast, slippery with it, his grip tight as Cloud's body clamped down around his aching cock in hard, rhythmic squeezes that broke the last of his resolve.

            "I wanted to make you beg for it," he panted, gasping, pummeling Cloud's perfect, round ass with jerky, frantic thrusts, the pleasure and need driving everything else from his mind. He moaned lowly into Cloud's ear, hunkered down tight against him, and plunged deep, rocking his lean hips. His blue eyes rolled back and he brokenly whispered, "But I can't wait!"

            His grip on Cloud tightened unintentionally and he shuddered hard, muscles clenching in spasms, balls clutching up while Cloud's glorious body milked him. He lunged up Cloud's back and gasped, "Here it comes, baby!"

            Pleasure burst out of him in molten waves, shooting from his throbbing cock. It was so intense and deep that it almost hurt him, the release so aching and full that he was blinded by it, his nerves seared with electric explosions of sensation. He rocked against Cloud's body harder and harder, his hips so tight against the smaller man's backside that he couldn't get any closer. He buried his face in the nape of Cloud's neck, moaning his pleasure loudly, holding the other man's slender body to his as it all exploded inside him to dance along his body, overwhelming and amazing...

            "Holy fuck!" Reno breathed, eyes popping wide, his entire body twitching with the strength of his orgasm. He winced and clutched Cloud tighter, his hips straining as a long, satisfied moan tore its way from his lips. His full cock gave one last hard spasm inside Cloud's deliciously slick and tense body and he slumped onto him, panting and spent, the shudders slowly fading.

            For a moment Cloud hardly had enough strength to breathe as he slumped on the couch, completely boneless and utterly spent. He was panting heavily and just laid there, letting the post coital bliss cease his body, still feeling the last remnants of muscle spasms and just basking in the aftermath until even that slowly faded away.

            The feel of Reno lying over him, still buried to the hilt, still occasionally twitching slightly deep within him made Cloud moan lightly, reveling in the close contact and trying to memorize the wonderful feeling of another body pressed this close to his own. His only regret was that they were back to front. He really wished he could see Reno now, and just... be with him. Touch him, kiss him... Enjoy the closeness with another for a few minutes before he would be on his way again. It felt so wonderful to not be alone.

            "Gods, Reno" he whispered, smiling softly, willing himself to let go of the sadder thoughts. This had been such a wonderful experience, and he refused to ruin it and make Reno uncomfortable. It wasn't Reno's problem that he was a mess inside, and he wouldn't risk chasing him away. He needed to know this could happen again. "Amazing." He whispered it softly, voice low, and he meant it with all of his heart.

            Reno eased his hand off of Cloud's softening cock and sucked on his nape for a brief, appreciative second. The slender blond shivered beneath him, slick with sweat and breathless, but he seemed unharmed, especially when he managed to whisper, "Gods, Reno. Amazing."

            "Gods yourself, Cloud, I think you killed me..." Reno braced one hand on the arm of the couch and ran his other through Cloud's sweaty spikes before he slid his arm beneath the other man and gave him a squeeze. Still panting, he eased himself out of Cloud's body and plopped down on the cushion behind him, rubbing a hand over Cloud's welts and leaning forward to gently kiss a few. "Come here, lemme make sure you're good..."

            He pulled and tugged the other man's body around until Cloud lounged on his back, those ageless, sad blue eyes watching him from beneath the drooping blond locks of his sweaty spikes. With his arm across his forehead and his muscled body draped in such a way, he looked edible and yet still somehow vulnerable.

            "Didn't hurt you much, did I?" Reno asked, knowing he hadn't or Strife probably would've put him through the nearest wall. Gently, he rubbed his hands over Cloud's corded thigh and up his hip, giving the young man an awkward but sincere smile as he murmured, "I ain't good at the soft stuff, Cloud, I told you...but I can say that I think you're the first we've met that we...well..."

            He looked down, a flush tinting his high cheekbones. No smutty talk, no embarrassing situation, no arguments and no shocking moments could ever lift a blush on Reno's face. It took the soft stuff to do it, the heart stuff, the shit he fucking sucked at.

            "I mean, Papa Bear was hoping that you would wanna..." he took a deep breath and found the strength to meet those sad, lost, and compelling blue eyes. "We both want to keep seeing you, Cloud."

            The words just kept echoing in Cloud’s mind, over and over again. Had he really heard that right? It couldn’t be, could it? It was… it was like a dream come true! It was all he had ever hoped for and more, and it scared him to death to think that he might have imagined it! But at the same time it filled his heart with a joy so rarely felt that he wanted to scream it out, to laugh and cry at the same time. To revel in it.

            So many years had passed since he lost Zack, and with him all hope of ever finding happiness again. Cloud could feel his eyes sting so hard it hurt, but he kept fighting to will it away, to prevent the tears from falling, from embarrassing Reno even more than he already had and maybe scare him off.

            He lifted a trembling hand and gently let his thumb caress the bright, red tattoo right below Reno’s eye. He was blushing! Cloud had never seen Reno blush before, and it went straight to his heart.

            "I…" He had to try again, because his voice cracked and failed him. "I… Thank you…" His voice was only a whisper, raw with emotions barely held back and it took all of his resolve to stay in control of his own body’s reactions. He was deadly afraid of scaring Reno off now.

            But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t control what his eyes revealed. They were like mirrors to his soul and Reno could easily read all the emotions in them, all the fear, the sadness, the longing…

            Loneliness had been Cloud’s sole companion for so long, but now, deep down in the corner of those sad blue eyes, there was something new as well. Hope.

            "I would really like that", Cloud finally managed to whisper while he let his hand slide through Reno’s beautiful red hair, savoring the silky feel as it slid through his fingers. "No… I would love that… I would…" His voice cracked and he dared not say another word.

            Reno laughed softly, relieved, and said, "Good thing, Cloud, 'cause whether you want us or not, you got us..."

            He leaned into the gentle fingers that stroked and combed through his tangled red hair, his lids lowering a little. Cloud was watching him with those huge, sad blue eyes, the yearning in them almost palpable, the deep-seated ache that had left a wound on his soul. Reno didn't know how to fix it, he could only knock the scab off, but Rude would know what to do.

            Rude always knew what to do.

            Still, the muted, hesitant hope he saw shining in Cloud's eyes made Reno's stomach flip and he suddenly wanted to see Cloud laugh, see him smile, watch his eyes close with pleasure. He wondered if Cloud had been close to just giving up entirely, throwing away the idea of human comfort simply because no one ever realized that maybe he just needed to be held, too, instead of always being the great hero.

            He moved to lean against Cloud, wrapping his arms tightly around Cloud's slender waist, propping his chin on the smaller man's head, laughing softly when the spikes tickled his nose. He held him close, enjoying Cloud softly stroking his hair, enjoying the closeness and the warm afterglow of crazy-awesome sex.

            "You been real lonely, huh?" he asked, nuzzling against Cloud's skin, snuggling him tight. "You ain't gotta worry about that no more, not with me and Rude around..."

            He slid one arm out from beneath Cloud's back and traced a gentle spot on the tender skin of his inner thigh, right before it hit the crease of his groin.

            "Right here," he murmured, and gave that spot a playful little pinch. "You get a tatt, Cloud, get it right here."

            He ducked his head and breathed into Cloud's ear, "That's Papa Bear's favorite place to kiss."

            Cloud’s breath hitched as Reno whispered those words in his ear.

            Just the thought of it made Cloud’s heart beat harder in his chest.

            "You think… You think he would like it?" he whispered hesitantly, still a little afraid of ruining the moment. He reveled in Reno’s embrace, snuggled into it and wanted it to last forever. Reno’s kind words and his completely unexpected kindness was more than Cloud had dreamed of ever achieving again.

           He was afraid to show Reno more, still terrified of scaring him away if he found out just how close Cloud had been to giving up. How close the Hero had been to a complete breakdown. Cloud’s hand was shaking when he gently caressed down Reno’s beautiful, slender body, and he lowered his eyes from Reno’s mesmerizing gaze, not daring to meet it when he spoke again.

            "You have no idea…" Cloud’s whisper was soft, humble but so filled with emotion it hurt to say it. "You have no idea what this means to me. I… I thought…" He had to break it off there for a bit, trying to gather himself before he finished the sentence. "…I was alone…"

            He hesitantly stretched his neck a little, tilting his head and softly pressed his lips to Reno’s in a hesitant but sweet, insecure kiss.

            "Not anymore, you're not," Reno told him, grinning at the hesitance in Cloud's kiss. Here was a man who'd held him so tight that he'd had bruises for days afterward, a man who'd kissed like the sweetest thing he'd ever tasted lay inside Reno's mouth, a man who'd fucked him frantically...yet he was still this silent twin of himself sometimes. Insecure, hesitant, eager to please, and sweet. The dichotomy of it made Reno's stomach tighten a little at the thought of what Cloud would be like whole, secure, happy. He'd Topped like a pro but he'd also bottomed like he'd been born to it, and he was the first man Reno had met who could pull it off except for himself.

            "You ain't ever gonna be alone again," he reminded, and laughed again softly. "Fuck, in a few weeks you'll be wishing for some privacy!"

            He stopped teasing, stopped taking shelter in his usual careless humor. Rude always said he hid more behind a mocking smile than most people could fit in their houses, and they'd been working on it. Cloud's comfort with showing him vulnerability made Reno stop masking himself with joking. He returned the favor, kissed Cloud again as gently and softly as he could manage, trying to show him that it went both ways, that they all had something to lose. When he lifted his mouth away, he looked into those hazy blue eyes and told him, "I ain't sayin' it's forever, I ain't assuming you'd even stay for awhile, but we want you to, Cloud. Me and Rude, we want you to see what it's like. You got a hole in you needs fillin'..."

            He laid his palm over Cloud's chest, over his thumping heart, and kissed him again before he lowly said, "Come back with me tonight. You ain't gotta do anything, Cloud, just come back with me."

            Cloud stared at Reno, eyes huge and so full of newfound hope.

            "You really mean it?" he whispered? "You really want me to? I… I don’t want to intrude…" The hope in his eyes shone like bright stars, and the sincerity in his voice was impossible to overlook. "I would love to, Reno. I would… thank you!"

            He didn’t really need Reno’s assurances for it to be okay, because he knew Reno wouldn’t have said it if he didn’t mean it, and the bubbling, joyous feeling in Cloud’s chest brought back a smile so sincere and warm it practically lit up the entire room.

            He was wanted! Somebody cared, even if it was just a little! Even if it was just pity Cloud would take it and cherish it!

            He once again let his fingers tangle into Reno’s wonderful red mane and cupped his scalp, gently massaging, while he kissed the man deeply with all his heart.

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A Hard Time: The Weekend

And once more the fabulous

belatrix_labe has graced us with some incredible and delicious artwork! She has been doing an amazing job making art for the Soap, and how she has turned her talents to include this story as well! Isn't she fantastic? Here it is! (click for lager view):

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d0rkgoddess.livejournal.com

oh dear gods... I thought it couldn't get better and then you two prove me wrong... excuse me while I go take an ice cold shower... a long one...

From:

zilldk.livejournal.com

Hehe thank you so much! Hope the shower helped cool you down, but we're kinda proud to make you need one!

Glad you liked. And we're not done with the boys yet, so stay tuned...

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